Most of the
times in my life, I always have the thought that I’m different from others and
it makes u feel lonely because of it…
But it is
different after meeting you, knowing I’m not the only and one who feel this way
and have all the thoughts that I’ve tried to keep away from others.
We bear
everything alone and never share, we keep quite and never say the pain, and we
laugh furiously to tell everyone around us we are happy even though we are not;
we don’t care what others think of us anymore, but it doesn’t mean it does not
hurt when those we truly love refuse to understand or perhaps, they just do not
know how to understand people like us… and slowly we keep everything only to
ourselves and live our lives in the crowd of none of them are like us, avoid
anyone to cross the line we drawn, refuse to be understood anymore, just to
make sure we don’t get hurt. We try to
play at the safe side, which it does not always that safe as how we wanted it
to be.
We are only
living the life of an escapist, can’t really see ourselves clearly anymore…
We are different;
therefore we must live a very different life from others, an interesting and a
happy one…
Forever
friends… I wanted to believe it does exist after all these years, after all
those incidents and people who came and gone...
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