Secret

You came to me that night

You must have planned to tell about the pain you bear all these years

But you say nothing 

We end up drinking and laughing all night long

There was no sign of despair 

You laughed and you joked the whole night

10 o’clock in the morning

You were nowhere to be seen

You must have gone back home, I thought

The phone rang

They said you're gone

And you'd killed yourself

You say nothing 

Not even goodbye

Am I too ignorance to notice the bleakness creeping inside you

Or I was just too scared to mention about it

As much as you were afraid to share it with me too?

You were dead and I am not

If I have got a chance to tell you

The very night you came to me

I was planning to end my life

But I laughed and I drank

Instead of telling how much pain and guilt

Have been hiding and eating me up from inside

You are now gone 

And I have to live up with the secret that we shared