Letting go...

According to him…


For so many months, he was standing at the crossroad, feeling helplessly and hopelessly…

People come and go, trying to give him hands, yet he grabs none of them. He was so blurred, so reluctant and too afraid that he has forgotten on how to give his hand to others…

He cried his heart out, he crashed things, he hurt himself, he lost control of everything; no one would probably understand the pain deep inside him; he was eventually left alone in the shell he built to hide himself so that no one and nothing can ever reach him anymore.

One day, someone who had has worsened experience walked into his life and asked him ‘ARE YOU HAPPY?’ Like usual, his denial character inside him wanted to tell a lie by saying that he is, yet spontaneously he shocked his head and admitted that he isn’t happy, eventually. ‘Being in the stage of the dilemma is the most painful thing, but to make a U-turn is even worst, however, staying in the crossroad will eventually drag one to the ultimate suffering; making a U-turn is tougher decision but you left with no choice, you have to do it, because that’s the only way you can let go of whatever that is tighten you up and move on in life.’

Realizing he has been loitering too long at the crossroad, he is tired, his shoulder is heavier than usual that he knows he has to let go some of the burdens and make a U-turn. Staying still at the same place would only make him depresses more and eventually choose to walk down to the path that won’t do him any good.

Making a U-turn in life is always the hardest part ever, some people prefer to stay still at the same point, as they thought that is one kind of security, no risk means no harm, some choose to withdraw and give up, some choose the life to lead them instead of themselves fighting back of what they want…

And today he is telling the world he will move on, fighting back whatever defeating him along the way.

Cheers to those who are suffering from Bipolar Disorder, make the U-turn and only we get to see another side of the world.